Sunday, July 10
this day is ending in a rather better manner than it started.
i insist on being the village chief. and forcing joan to plant veggies and kill chickens while i lounge around.
there is a reason why love is a four-letter word. still, i lo*e you.
it is nearly midnight. i wonder what tomorrow will bring.
they say you shouldn't make resolutions - you'll never keep them.
therefore, instead of a vow i'll break.. i pray.. i pray that God will help me seek out the best in the worst and the silver lining in every damned cloud.
and sometimes, it's easy to fool myself that one can live on happiness alone. i can imagine it. the sheer euphoria keeping me going from day to day. but hunger would cut that euphoria short, wouldn't it? i'm an escapist. there's this quote from anna and the king: [thai girl] how did ma'am survive? [anna] just as you will - one awful day at a time.
i love being random, but it is utterly useless in this practical world with its rules and regulations.
it must've been love.
11:58 pm
xoxo
